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Sonic74205
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 Sun May 01, 2005 5:22 pm |
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So anyway to carry on with the topic that i started in chitchat not long ago
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| Quote: | Hi everyone i'm just kinda crappy right now. Well okay see theres this person in college that i like and i have liked this person for about 6 months now. And at first i was just fine being attracted to this person cuz i mean it's harmless but it kinda opened up alot of doors and made me think. I want to be with someone etc etc.
Oh and also i have never spoke to this person, know this persons name and this person doesn't even know i exist. Well... until a few days ago but still we've never spoke. And then today this person stopped and spoke to Jack (A college friend) who was sitting right next to me! And i just thought. I REALLY don't want to like someone that is friends with jack! and then i just became really depressed and lonely and i just can't stop thinking about this person but i know that its best for me to go back to my old ways and not be bothered about things like that but i don't want to. I mean when im like that im just cold and have no emotions and not many people want to know me. Plus its very cold and lonely like that.
I just feel like im going mad at the moment. |
Jeremy Replyed
| Quote: | | I would just say take the oppurtunity to talk to them if you can, or someone else if you like them. Don't rush things though, done that and it really isn't a good idea. Better that it never happened than mess up that way. |
Borgslayer Replyed
| Quote: | | Don't talk to any woman you don't know. Just wait for someone to say hello to you then start a conversation. If you want to talk to a girl and try to get a date with her and finding out she has a boyfriend is flat out embarrasing. |
Dirt Replyed
| Quote: | | Try to get to know the person a little better first. You say you don't have talked to this person yourself nor has he/she talked to you. So it can't be more than just some silly physical attraction. Also if you get to know the person better you should be able to judge wheter you are liked back or not |
Loinhead Replyed
| Quote: | well, you are definitly in love. Yep, know the feeling man.
The next time you see her go for it, just go for it. You will not know untill you have spoken too this person. Forget the Jack thing, its not important.
Follow your feelings. You are thinking about it too much and you should not wait any longer or else you would end up like me. We don't want that now do we?
Got the same kind of story with my self. Every tuesday i have too go on the Ferry across the canal and there is this girl on it every time and she's just totally my taste (gothic) . sometimes i get on the ferry a different time and i don't see her but when i do she just made my day. |
So anyway thanks for what everyones said, but im not going to attempt to speak to this person. and im not going to tell jack i like someone they know. I'm not really looking for a relationship right now and yes it is enjoyable liking this person. lol. But you know how it is sometimes when you want something you know you can't have etc etc.
But there bigger problems now  2 of my friends tried to set me up with someone this week. They had arranged for someone in there last year of a highschool near the college to meet me at the cinema at 6.20 last friday to go an see cursed. Apparently it was one of the girls best friends and the other girl met this person the other day. and apparently staright away they thought of me. However i refused to go. I didn't want anything to do with it. After along time of the girls trying to convince me, we compremised on giving this person my msn adderess and my mobile number. But they havent added me or text me so once again i screwed up Stupid martin always has to play it safe. I really hate myself sometimes.
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madlilnerd
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| Sun May 01, 2005 5:28 pm |
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To read more screwed up relationships, try madlilnerd's TIM.
We make a messed up pair, you know.
I don't play it safe, I risk too much and end up ruining everything
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Sonic74205
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| Sun May 01, 2005 5:58 pm |
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| madlilnerd wrote: | To read more screwed up relationships, try madlilnerd's TIM.
We make a messed up pair, you know.
I don't play it safe, I risk too much and end up ruining everything |
yeah but do you see it as, at least you did it and look back and regret it?
I'm like that but i think too much about something and end up not taking that sort of risk and then when the time has passed i wonder what would have happened if i did it and that i was stupid to not do it.
(By the way im not 15. i'm 16 now and im 17 in july)
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madlilnerd
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| Mon May 02, 2005 9:14 am |
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I very much wish I was cautious. I think it's cos I was depressed for two years and pretty much emotionless so when I got out of my depression all these emotions and feelings (like lust) hit me with the force of a freight train. All that time everyone spent getting used to their teenage emotions I spent feeling nothing and now it is so messed up and hurtful and I am terrified I will end up doing something I will really really regret (like getting preganant). There's all this *beep* in my head and I don't know which bit to listen to.
Oh, and how was Milton Keynes (if you went, that is)?
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Sonic74205
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| Mon May 02, 2005 5:59 pm |
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Yeah i'm like that. Pretty much emotion less... well until a few weeks ago but im trying my hardest to contain my self and stay the vulcan like way i was.
Yeah it was good. I didn't want to spend anything cuz im saving up for my first car but oh well. Star Trek got the best of me!  I got some really good deals too. Oh and!
OMG you are never going to believe this!
Peter Mayhew (Chewbaka) Almost walked into me! I was like wooooooow. and boy he is TALL!!! Must be at least 8 foot  oh and i saw the darlek going around shouting random insults at people. That was kool 
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madlilnerd
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| Tue May 03, 2005 12:22 pm |
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Yeah, chewbaka dude walks around looking like a stretched hippy  . All tall with "couldn't care less" hair and beads. I wonder how he gets shoes with feet that big?!
Oooh, I wrote a play. I got the inspiration from a really disturbing internet cartoon by David Firth, who also did an internet cartoon about a guy called salad fingers who goes around caressing rusty spoons and playing with meathooks... Anyway, in my play this girl goes around telling everyone that the government wants to put wires in her head and she gets taken away and it turns out they do want to put all this stuff in her brain... it was weird.
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Sonic74205
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| Tue May 03, 2005 4:57 pm |
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Right.... okay....
Hey madlilnerd, do you want to join my RPG?
*Looks at her with puppy dog eyes*
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Sonic74205
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| Mon May 09, 2005 4:56 pm |
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Take that as a no then?
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madlilnerd
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| Tue May 10, 2005 11:02 am |
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What's your RPG about?
(I'm sorry, I didn't mean to ignore you I'm jsut very tired and hormonal. I cried during Star Wars ep2 when I watched it last night)
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mayxlh
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| Tue May 10, 2005 11:46 am |
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hi this is May from china...welcome to TIM ..i have a kitty as well but not stupied at all ..well. maybe a little it...anyway..have a fun time over here... 
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Sonic74205
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| Tue May 10, 2005 12:46 pm |
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Thanks 
It started about a year before the dominion war. We were exploring the gamma quadrant and now the Dominion War is about to start. Were going to have one more episode, get back to the alpha quadrant and then the war will start.
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madlilnerd
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| Tue May 10, 2005 1:01 pm |
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I don't know anything about the Dominion war
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mayxlh
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| Wed May 11, 2005 1:58 am |
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neither do i..it sounds complicated...
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Sonic74205
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| Wed May 11, 2005 11:15 am |
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No it's not really. lol. It's basically Dominion from the gamma quadrant are trying to take over the alpha quadrant and the federation/klingon empire is trying to stop them but the federation/klingon emprise isn't strong enough. In the second year the Romulans join the fight so its Federation/Klingon/Romulan vs Dominion
In the RPG well basically be in a federation fleet and go into lots of battles etc etc.
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madlilnerd
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| Wed May 11, 2005 11:44 am |
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Oh okay. Maybe I will join. What ship positions have you got available?
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Sonic74205
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| Wed May 11, 2005 12:41 pm |
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We have:
Chief Science
Security
Engineer
Check the Listings
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madlilnerd
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| Wed May 11, 2005 12:43 pm |
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oooh, engineer sounds fun!
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Sonic74205
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| Wed May 11, 2005 1:20 pm |
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Ok kool. But all we have for engineer right now is Ensign. Is that alright?
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madlilnerd
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| Wed May 11, 2005 1:23 pm |
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I'd like to be something where I don't have to think that much (don't have to make up techno jargon), something easy, but i dunno what!
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Tuvok8917
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| Thu May 12, 2005 12:41 pm |
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| madlilnerd wrote: | | I'd like to be something where I don't have to think that much (don't have to make up techno jargon), something easy, but i dunno what! |
BARKEEPER!!!!
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| Fri May 13, 2005 12:04 am |
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Hi
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Sonic74205
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| Fri May 13, 2005 6:23 pm |
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^Hey your back. How was your trip?
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Sonic74205
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| Mon May 16, 2005 6:14 pm |
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*Sigh*
My RPG is begining to go downhill.
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madlilnerd
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| Tue May 17, 2005 12:04 pm |
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| Tuvok8917 wrote: | | madlilnerd wrote: | | I'd like to be something where I don't have to think that much (don't have to make up techno jargon), something easy, but i dunno what! |
BARKEEPER!!!! |
I'm hardly wench of the year...
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Tuvok8917
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| Wed May 18, 2005 8:40 am |
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^lol...
Hey, Martin. How are you? I'm happy today . see ya around
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