my pomes

[edwardkilmer]

I want to start by posting a pome I wrote for my girlfriend before she brok up with me

My love for you
You are the most beautiful person I have ever met
My love for you constantly grows
Each day we are together as one
You will always be as beautiful as a rose

You are smart, gorgeous and unbelievably nice
Even now I can tell
I want to be with you for the rest of my life
And if I not, my life will be like hell

You make me feel like no woman has made me feel before
Every day, I’m thinking about you
And I want to be with you more and more
When were apart I feel blue

I hate it when we are apart
And I don’t get to see you
I can’t stand it when we are distanced
Oh god do I love you

I feel lonely and completely alone
When you are not around
Even though I know you’re out there
I still feel down

If you knew how much I cared for
You would truly see
That my love for you is pure and chaste
And just how much I love thee

I know that I love you
And that you love me the same
I want to be with you forever
And the fear we won’t causes me great pain

The full extent of my love
I believe is something you will never understand
I want us to be together for the rest of our lives
I want us to exist hand in hand

My love for you grows everyday
It will never cease
The only thing my love will do
Is continue it’s great increase

I want you to be with me for the rest of our lives
I want it to by side by side
My love for you is greater than most husbands love for their wives
I wish you’re with me every day and continued through the nights


I mean every word of this pome and I will never stop feeling this way about her. I hope she takes me back some day

[edwardkilmer]

The pain
There is a hole in my hear
Where your love once sat
The pain dives into my soul
I want you in my embrace
It hurts me to think of you
Even though it helps
And you say it hurts you to look at me
You say you may never see me the same again
I wish whatever happened never hurt you
And I’m sorry that it does
I want you in my life and it hurts you aren’t
I’ll never forget what we had
I can never stop loving you
Nor would I want to
I will cherish you till I’m dead
Even if it makes me cry
I wish this anguish never happened
And these actions were never taking place
If I had answered the questions differently
You would still be in my arms
I hope some day we can reconcile
And that you will take me back
You say the words I say hurt you to hear
I’m sorry, I can’t change that
I try so hard not to say them
But I can’t hide my feelings
If you never feel the same about me again
I’ll have to live with that
Regardless of the pain
The time we spent together was incredible
And means more to me than you will ever know
My feelings for you are pure and true
If they could take a color it would be the white
Of the fresh fluffy snow
There is a big gray cloud that hangs over my head
It crashes agony down upon me all the time
Especially when I’m in my bed
I swear I have no pride
I stand her only with my honor
An honor I hold in high regard
That is true just and fair
I will never lie to you nor have I to this point
And I swear to god that is the truth
I miss you a whole lot still
And the pain, it hurts so badly
I hope this gets all sorted out soon
And I hope you follow your heart
If it leads you to someone else
I would be happy for you both
You know this is true because you know me
There was a great deal of misconception and lies
And I’m glad we got sorted out
About the evil third party involved
I swear to god I never loved her, we never once went out
And I hope in your heart in my belief you have no doubt
I swear to you the words I say are the truth
And I will tell you the truth till I die
Only way this will change is
If you flat out tell me to lie to you
And I’ll try my hardest to say nothing
If I think it will make you cry
But if you ask me a question still
The truth you know you will get
I sorry but sometimes the truth hurts
And I can’t change that fact
You say here was a change
This I never noticed
I thought things were going great
Then on Thursday the pain hit hard
Maybe I was blinded to a change
Or maybe I don’t want to believe it
There are 2 sayings I strongly believe are true
A little love goes a long way
Love can’t be measured by how often you say it but by your actions
The actions may not be that apparent, but the meant the most to me
You gave me a place to go
To free myself from my family life
And you gave me a person to talk to and to confide in
These actions to me meant so much
And even if you didn’t know it
They did and I can’t thank you enough
Those actions helped me more than I can explain
They gave me a great deal of hope
And they started newfound glory in my once blind faith
My faith is now fully restored and
I still hold you in the highest regard
I will never think any different of you
And this I believe you know
I want to feel you comforting embrace once again
Because I can’t stop thinking of you
And I can’t escape the pain.

[edwardkilmer]

Now
Now that all the carnage
Is said and done
You remain standing here
As number one

In my heart
And in my soul
The memory of you
Is something of which I will never let go

I still remember
All the good times we had
And how they eventually
Led up to the bad

The feelings of love I have for you are
Still something I hold very dear
The thoughts and memories of you are
Something I will cherish every day year to year

Back then you said I was different
But you never told me how
Back then you loved me
Oh how I wish you still did now

[edwardkilmer]

help

I must be a bad person
I'm sitting idily by
watching two good friends of mine
slowly die

One cuts her wrists
the other cuts and burns
I don't know how to stop them
before they cause themselves t oleave this world

they say they don't have a problem
but thats easilly a lie
I used to be a cutter
I can't bear to watch two more of my frinds die

I need help to get them to stop
oh god what should I do
how do I make this right
I nead a newa way to continue this fight