Paula's Poetry

[jonathan95]

here are a few poems my friend has wrote I ll add them as I get them typted up.

warning these poems are a bit depresive but they have some underlying meanings that I am sure you will each see in your own way.

ok here is the first one.

Betrayal


You Called me Fat,
You made fun of who I was,
I called you my friend,
You called me stupid.


You made fun of my parents divorce,
You made fun of me being shy,
I called you my friend,
You called me an idiot.

I was shy,
I could never stand up for myself,
I called you my friend,
You Betrayed me.

We have known each other since we were young,
We grew up calling each other friends,
Well I called you my friend,
You betrayed my trust in you.

[jonathan95]

Summer

School bells are no-longer ringing,
All you hear is birds singing,
No more school children letting out screams,
But all eating ice-cream.

All the lambs are dancing,
All the calfs are prancing,
All the pups are barking madly,

All kittens are moewing sadly.
All the leaves are on the tree's,
All shining bright green,
All the branches are brown,
All hanging down.

But the end is coming,
Summer is going,
Autumn is almost here,
Autumn is near.

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Childhood


Happy,
Screaming,
Running around,
Driving our parents around the bend.

Jumping,
Dancing,
Hating lads,
The girls screaming in delight.

Football,
Rugby
Hating girls,
The lads screaming in fright.

Kiss n' chase,
Tag your it,
England Ireland, Scotland, Wales,
Games we all played in childhood.

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Love

It's not found easily,
It's not something you find every-day,
It's not what everyone feels,
It's called love.

Some people feel lost,
Some people find souls,
Some people find hearts,
It's called love.

You trust it,
You have it by your side,
You put your faith in it,
It's called love.

It can leave you soulless,
It can even take away your heart,
It can find you your soul-mate,
It's called love.

[jonathan95]

Pain

Heart,
Soul,
You took them away,
Because of you I feel it every-day.

Like an arrow through my heart,
I fall on my knees,
Beg you not to do this,
Beg you not to show me this.

You took away my soul,
Left an empty space,
I beg you not to do this,
I beg you not to show me this.

You took away everything I loved & cherished,
You took away my heart & soul,
You showed me something noone should every have to see,
Pain.

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Rose


Red,
Yellow,
White,
All express feelings in different ways.

Romantic Red,
Give to a loved one,
Express your feelings,
Show your love.

Friendship yellow,
Give to a friend,
Express your feelings,
Show your trust & loyalty as a friend.

Sorrowful white,
Give to a long gone friend,
Express your feelings,
Show you have never forgotten the memories and never will.

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A Forgotten Love

You hurt me like you could never beleave,
Tore away my heart & soul,
Left an empty space in my body,
A space you once filled with love & joy.

You once told me you loved me,
Once said you'd love me for all eternity,
I trusted you,
You tore away my heart & soul.

You played games with me,
Used my heart as a toy to break & throw away,
Used my soul as a used tissue to be tossed in the bin,
You tore away my heart and soul.

I loved you like no-one before,
I believed we were ment for each-other,
Believed you loved me just as much,
Until you slammed the door in my face never to return.

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Love is not so Easy

You closed the door to my lofe for you,
You walked away,
Walked away from me,
Walked away from your life if 10 years.

You said you still loved me,
You said that would never change,
You said no-matter what you would be there for me,
There for all eternity.

I drifted from you,
You never noticed,
You believed I was fine,
You were never there when I needed you the most.

When-ever I needed to talk to some-one about stuff only you could answer,
You were never there,
I still love you,
But I feel as if you are a stranger.

[jonathan95]

Broken Heart

I hurt inseide my heart,
Hurt from wanting,
Hurt from needing,
Hurt from the lack of love.

I allowed myself to love,
I allowed myself to give my heart away,
I allowed myself a sin that should never have happened,
I allowed myself to fall in love with you.

What happened should never have happened,
What happened was a mistake,
What happened was a lack of judgment,
What happened, happened because I foolishly love you.

Do you love me?
I need to know,
For I love you,
Forever & always.

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Gone but not forgottern

Love,
Hope,
Trust,
All gone in one minute.

Friendship,
Commradeship,
Amigos,
All gone after one act.

Funny times,
Sad times,
Serious times,
All gone from one person.

How could it happen,
Leaving us all with broken hearts,
Leaving this hole in our hearts,
A hole which you once filled.

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Darkness

One place,
One feeling,
One emotion,
One loneliness.

Nobody,
No place,
No hope
No where to go.

Just Confusion,
Who's there for me?
Am I alone?
Why am I so alone?

Why doesn't anybody care?
Why isnt there anybody I can turn to?
Why am I so alone?
Why is there this Darkness.

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Tear

One wet spot,
Down one cheek,
What has caused this?
Why is it there?

One wet spot,
Down my lips,
Tastes like salt,
Can you see whats happening.

One wet spot,
On the sheet in front of me,
Can you see what you've caused,
I can't stop it.

Raining down my cheeks,
You were my friend,
I loved you,
Now look at what has happened.


I caused this......

[jonathan95]

Over-powering

You never understand,
You always think your right,
Never a concern for me,
Only for you.

Why can't you see,
How your hurting me,
Sending pain through my heart,
I was once under the protection of your wings.

Why can't you let me make my own decision,
Decisions that are right for me,
Decisions I make on my own,
Not your decisions.

Let me grow up,
Do what I want,
Having you no-longer controlling me,
Letting me live my life the way I want.

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Hope

(dedicated to the people who need it the most)


A light in the darkness,
Growing bigger & bigger,
Day by day,
Brighter & brighter.

A feeling inside,
Growing more & more,
Day by day,
Filling up the empty space.

An emotion on our face,
A tear on our cheek,
A smile on our lips,
A hug from a friend.

A light,
A feeling,
An emotion,
Ever present.

Its always there deeo inside us,
A place where we can never find it,
Burried deep,
We just have to look deeper.

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Dont You Understand

You hurt me a thousand times over,
A bullet through my chest,
A sward through my bone,
An arrow through my heart.

I couldn't tell you what you did,
You wouldn't have listened to me,
You'd only have called me a liar,
Not trusted me.

You see friendship as only being a word,
A person to be used,
No emotion involved,
No hurt for you.

But you hurt me,
Used me as you may use a tissue,
To get rid of your worries,
And then just throw me away.

You don't realise how much this hurts,
Here inside my heart,
The pain you have caused,
The anguish inside my soul.

I once called you my friend,
A friend I could trust,
A friend I thought believed in me,
Can I ever trust anyone else.

You don't realise how much this hurts.

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Hurt

Why are you never there,
To give one single hug,
To utter the words "everything is going to be ok",
To just help me.

I never ask for much,
Just a shoulder to cry on,
Some friendly words,
To just help me.

Times when I needed you the most,
Times were bad,
I needed someone to be there,
Someone I hoped would be you.

Is it too much to ask,
That you be there for me,
As I was once there for you,
To help you.

I never once turned my back on you,
Turned away from you,
Always willing to help,
Maybe that made me a fool.

Why con't you see what your doing to me.

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Plea For Help

The bird flies over,
Free in the night sky,
While I'm trapped in this prison,
A loveless prison of my body.

A star shoots through the sky,
Part of another universe,
While I'm trapped in this universe,
An empty universe that is known as my life.

As I watch the stars,
Seeing how they come and go,
Ane long cycle,
I ask why my life is so complicated,

Noone to love me,
Noone to give a should to cry on,
My life is so complicated,
I'm so alone.

Why can't anyone respond to my plea for help.

[jonathan95]

One Child

A gentle kick,
Brings happiness to your eyes,
The gentle movement of live,
That you created together.

Created in a unity of love,
Between two people,
Who have never had anything but set-backs.

A little child,
To be added to the stars,
That all shine as one,
And unite together to bring hope.

This child will be born,
Into a world of the darkness and hate,
But in the arms of family and friends,
This child will know love and safety.

Through years of growing up,
Through bumps and bruises,
Through tears and smiles,
Two people will always be there.

Through their child�s first smile,
Through their child�s first word,
Through their child�s first step,
They will always be there.

A mother,
A father,
A child,
United together to form a family.

A family that will never invite harm,
A family full of love,
A family always there for each other,
A family that could ask for no-more because they have the world in each other.

The End
Written by Paula Dunne 20-5-2003


Please remember all these poems belong to Paula Dunne. if you would like to use these peoms please send an e mail to [email protected]

[jonathan95]

she also has a web site where you can get her poems and a few I havnt posted on here.

http://www.janddhosting.com/paula/paula.html

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[Seven of Nine]

Ignore it- my payment didn't go through.

It should be back up Monday