The Obsession Part 1

[katelynjnwy]

Captain Kathryn Janeway sat in her command chair on her Bridge. It was a quiet day, no Borg attacks, everything was going her way. She relinquished command to Ensign Harry Kim and retreated to her Quarters. A couple of Ensigns walked by, politely acknowledging her presence. She walked past her First Officer’s Quarters but then walked back to it. She heard loud laughing emanating from his quarters. Kathryn looked around and then rang the chime and ran. Chakotay opened his door, stood around for awhile and then went back in. What are you up to, Commander? She looked around one more time and was seconds away from ringing it again, when she was grabbed inside to his quarters. “Well, if it isn’t a noisy Starfleet Captain,” he whispered dangerously.
“I heard laughter, and I just wanted to see what it was about. There is no harm in knowing, is there Commander?” He slowly turned her to face him. His piercing brown eyes looked into her mystic blue. I’m flirting with disaster, god what am I doing? “Chakotay, come on, you came into mine when the Ambassador wielded me with his charms. Besides, what’s the harm?” She smiled radiantly. He brought her closer to him, furthermore making her feel even more uncomfortable.
“Do you trust me, Kathryn? If you do, how far does that trust go?” He breathed into her face. She about puked. The smell on his breath was so potent it could have killed a Klingon. He took his right arm and brushed her auburn hair away from her eyes. He pushed her up against the wall, holding her two arms above her head. “Are you scared, Ma’am?” He whispered in her ear.
“Tuvok to Janeway, please report to the Bridge.” He let go of her immediately and backed up.
“Chakotay you’re drunk, so I’m not going to report that, but if you do that one more time, I’ll throw you in the Brig. You have a problem, so get rid of it, Commander.” He stared straight into her eyes.
“Yes, Ma’am,” she felt a chill run down her back. She took a deep breath and left. When she walked onto the Bridge, Lieutenant B’Elanna Torres greeted her with a smile.
“So what is it this time, Borg?” She joked as B’Elanna started to brief her. Chakotay walked onto the Bridge staring straight at Kathryn. “What are you doing here? I thought you were sick, Commander?” He flashed his eyes at her then smiled.
“Well, I’m better now. Unless you don’t want me here, Captain,” she about choked at how dangerous his tone was. B’Elanna noticed this but thought it was better to keep her mouth shut. Kathryn started to rub her wrists. “So, can I stay or do I have to leave?”
“You can stay for now, but I’m watching you.” He smiled and walked up to her. She felt his hand on her back. Tuvok diverted his attention away for a little while but he went back to it. She wanted to rip his hand out of its socket but she remembered he was drunk. He stopped and turned around and walked out. She let the breath out that she was holding.
“Wonder what that was all about? Ma’am, are you okay?” Lieutenant Tom Paris asked concerned. “Never mind, its personal, I understand.” She started to laugh.
“You wish, Tom, now let’s get back to the briefing.” Neelix looked up and started to write some things down on the spare PADD next to him.
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How dare her, she flirts with me and then when it becomes too much for her, she backs off. Starfleet this, Starfleet that. Starfleet can go to hell. Chakotay thought to himself. ‘I’m drunk’, she should look at herself and think how anyone can’t be when she’s in the room. That woman has nerves and a great body. That’s probably why I love her. He walked into his quarters and smiled to himself, I wonder? He went to her quarters and overrode her security lock-out and waited in the dark. The doors opened up showing the lighting in the hallway. She stood in the doorway of her bedroom and started to undress. Chakotay started to stare but then turned around. He may be angry with her but he still respected her. She walked into her lavatory and started to draw a bath for herself. She walked out and then back in with a cup of coffee. “Ouch, stupid replicator,” he heard her mutter to herself. She walked out again, this time picking her clothes up. She started to throw them on her couch but one missed its target. It hit Chakotay square in the face. He picked it up and felt the lace. Oh god, her bra. He felt the heat rise up on his neck. He threw it down on the bed. Kathryn, if you only knew I was here. He heard her sit down in the bath tub and thought it was the best time to start cleaning up after her. Chakotay thought a half an’ hour had passed before she came out. He heard her sigh and dress again. She walked away from the tub towards the doorframe. He turned around and smiled because in the reflection of the light he saw it. She was in a black lacey nightgown that had a low-cut neck. In the faint light there was he could see her skin showing through it. She started to walk towards him in the most seductive way. Chakotay felt a most unmentionable part become erect. He swallowed his saliva down and about choked when she started to trace invisible circles on his chest. She breathed slowly in his ear making it become even more erect. She started to lick his ear. Who the hell do you think I am? Kathryn, oh god, she’s going to regret this in the morning. He started to reach around to her back and feel her shoulders underneath the nightgown. He felt her smile. Chakotay started to take her straps down on her nightgown. He felt her taking his uniform off of him. He already had his boots off and socks but he didn’t expect her to be doing this. He laid her carefully down on the bed. She started to kiss him lightly. Chakotay started to laugh, she was so precious to him. She started to moan into his ear.
“My, you are a gentleman. I’ve never had anyone be so gentle towards me and treat me like a goddess. Who are you?” She spoke in a most seductive way. Chakotay wanted to tell her but then he remembered that she would most likely throw him out. “Well are you going to answer?”
“Sometimes the answer is what breaks a relationship up. Why would you want to know who I am when it seems you’re getting to know me pretty well?” Kathryn started to chuckle to that but the laughter burst into giggles.
“You know I feel like I’ve known you my entire life when I don’t even know your name? Quite odd, don’t you agree?” Chakotay looked into her eyes. Their throws of passion lasted for a long time before he answered her.
“Maybe you do know me but you just won’t suspect me. And then of course you must know everything, I’m quite sure that if your First Officer caught us he would kill us.” Kathryn pushed him off her.
“You aren’t Chakotay? Who the hell are you?” Her tone went from playful to serious in few seconds. “Get the hell out!” She barked while Chakotay stared at her with a puzzled face. He did as he was ordered and left to his quarters. Chakotay laid down on his bed staring at the ceiling trying to figure out what just happened. First she says that due to protocol we can’t have a relationship then when she is practically all over me when I’m pretending to be another guy she wants it to be me she’s sleeping with? What the hell is going through her mind?
***
Oh my god, I about slept with someone of my crew and thought it was Chakotay? Oh my god, why did I have to fall for him? “Janeway to B’Elanna, I need to see you in my quarter’s now!” She sighed and put her nightgown back on and walked to the lavatory. Her eyes were so blood-shot and her hair was a mess. She had marks all across her neck from the guy kissing her. Oh god I feel so dirty.
The door chime rang and B’Elanna came in. She looked like she just woke up. Kathryn looked at B’Elanna but she couldn’t meet her eye-level. B’Elanna’s mouth dropped and she walked over to Kathryn. “Oh my, Captain who did this to you?” Kathryn smiled and shook her head.
“B’Elanna, it was my own fault, I thought was Chakotay. Only it wasn’t, why do I feel this way?” B’Elanna wrapped her arms around Kathryn in a hug like stance. Kathryn ran her hands through her hair. “God, if Chakotay only saw me, he would hate me. I hurt him, don’t you dare say I didn’t! B’Elanna, I’m not supposed to be love with my First Officer and yet I am. Every time I try to fall out, it gets stronger. The only problem is I’m not sure he still loves me.” She started to cry softly.
“I think he won’t ever get over you, he would love you even if you were Cardassian. His love for you will never stop. It would probably break his heart to see you like this. Do you want me to stay here tonight?” B’Elanna said compassionately. Kathryn shook her head no and walked over to her bed and fell fast asleep. B’Elanna walked out and passed Chakotay’s Quarters when she heard yelling. Oh no he knows, she thought on her first instinct. Chakotay walked out of his quarters so fast he hit B’Elanna. She noticed the red marks on his throat first then the wincing. “You devil, get in there now!” Chakotay looked at her then walked by. “Chakotay, you hurt her, do you know that?” He stopped dead in his tracks.
“I didn’t mean to, I just wanted to talk to her. She came on so seductively, what was I supposed to do? Tell her it was me? She would have kicked me out before you could say Bridge.” He kept walking on.
“Chakotay, she loves you. She wouldn’t have done that. Are you going to pretend nothing happened? She needs to know it was you she slept with not anyone else.” He walked back to her and looked her in the eyes.
“I was just going to say I was sorry, not sleep with her. B’El, if she couldn’t figure out it was me then she doesn’t need to know.”
“What were you going to say you were sorry about?” Chakotay looked at her. B’Elanna saw the blood shot eyes exactly like the Captain’s. He sighed then spoke softly.
“I was drunk, I nearly raped her. If Tuvok wouldn’t have called her to the Bridge, I would have hurt her worse.” B’Elanna looked at him blinking back the tears that formed in her eyes.
“Chakotay… you wouldn’t have hurt any worse than this. You would have stopped yourself before…” but she couldn’t form the words. He walked back to his quarters and sat down and stayed there the rest of the night. B’Elanna started to notice she couldn’t talk any sense into him so she left.
The next day Chakotay didn’t show up to the Bridge so it made things worse. The Captain was hiding all of her emotions from everyone but B’Elanna could tell she needed Chakotay by her. The shift was over like that so the Captain went to the Holodeck. The program began and like that the Captain started to smile. Chakotay, god, I love you. The hologram of Chakotay walked over to her and picked her up. He put her down on her bed and started to kiss her. The tears started to roll down her cheeks. He looked so concerned towards her. He cupped her face and stared into her eyes.
“Kathryn, what’s wrong? Sweetheart, don’t be sad. I’m here.” She started to smile and touch his cheek.
“But you aren’t real, you’re a hologram. I want the real Chakotay to kiss me and tell me he loves me, not you. Computer, end program,” little did she realize was that he was there. Kathryn turned around and ran into him. Her mouth dropped open.
“But I do love you my sweet Captain.”

[Voy_Girl]

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