The Renegade of Starfleet

Lxe · **Sat Feb 08, 2003 4:01 pm**

/\ LOL!!! yeah what she said. don't leave us hanging.

Captian_Janeway · **Fri Feb 14, 2003 12:02 pm**

When I awoke I was where I was knocked out...but something was differernt, the Jeffery's Tube was fully repaired.
"Okay then." I muttered, and made my way to the bridge. When I arrived everybody looked like they'd been crying, except Tuvok of course.
"What's a matter?" I asked, but they didn't reply.
"Hello?!" I screamed at the top of my lungs, but they didn't even look my way.
"Look, I know we don't get along aunt Kathy, but WHY ARE YOU IGNORING ME!!" I yelled, still no reply.
"We'll need to have a memorial service, Captain." Chakotay said.
"I know, it's just so hard..." She trailed off.
"Memorial service? Who's dead?" I asked.
I stepped up to my aunt, and kneeled untill we were face to face. I reached out to touch her face, but my hand went straight through.
"Oh...my...god..." I muttered.
"I"M DEAD! They're talking about me!" I said, frantically pacing back and forth. Then I looked up, and saw B'Elanna getting off the turbolift.
"Captain, repairs to the Warpcore are complete-wait a minute." She replied, and looked straight at me.
"They told me you were dead." She said.
"B'Elanna, who are you talking to?" Chakotay asked.
"Chakotay, you don't see her?" She asked.
"See who?" My aunt said.
"YOU CAN SEE ME?!" I asked.
"Yes, why can't they?"
"I dunno. But this is great." I muttered.

P{ost more soon.

Seven of Nine · **Fri Feb 14, 2003 1:30 pm**

Yay!!! That's soo cool!

Voy_Girl · **Fri Feb 14, 2003 5:08 pm**

Greaat!

Lxe · **Sun Feb 16, 2003 5:02 pm**

ooh I love it come on keep writing, quit leaving us hanging...

Captian_Janeway · **Mon Feb 17, 2003 12:01 pm**

"B'Elanna, who are you talking to?" My aunt demanded.
"I-I...think it's Commander Janeway." B'Elanna slowly replied.
"B'Elanna, you're not being funny." Chakotay replied.
"Tell them I'm really here." I told B'Elanna.
"I'm not trying to be! She's standing right here!" B'Elanna fumed.
Harry stepped down from his post with a tricorder.
"Where is she B'Elanna?" Harry asked.
"Right over here." She said, pointing to me.
Harry ran some scans, and ran a few more when he finished he looked towards B'Elanna.
"Well?"
"B'Elanna, I suggest you report to Sickbay, there's nothing here." Harry replied, and my aunt nodded.

Later That night..........

I wached quietly as Chakotay climbed into bed, and stared at the ceiling.
"Cassandra...could you really be out there?" He slowly asked himself.
"I'm alot closer than you think Chakotay." I whispered, and when I reached out to touch his cheek, it went right through. I sat, and waited untill he fell asleep, then it was time for me to try something. I took my hands and placed them millimeters above his temple and chest.
Then, Chakotay's quarters faded into the background as I entered his dreams.
When I was fully 'in his head' I was in a lush forest, and heard soft footsteps. I slowly turned, as Chakotay entered a small clearing I was in. He stopped and I rushed towards him.
"Cassandra? What'cha doing here?" He asked, as I drew near.
"I need to tell you something." I said, but before I could expalin Chakotay dropped to his knees and hugged my waist.
"Is it really truly you?"
"Yes Chakotay, it is I, and I need to tell you something. On the bridge, when B'Elanna was seeing me, I was there. You must make them understand." I expalined, and slowly forced myself to exit his dreams.

The Next morning.......

"So, Commander, you mind why you called us here for a meeting?" My aunt asked, as the senior staff entered the breifing room.

I shall continue.

Lxe · **Mon Feb 17, 2003 3:17 pm**

hey I was reading that, what you stop typing for???

Lxe · **Mon Feb 17, 2003 3:20 pm**

this is a great story I love it Captian_Janeway.

Voy_Girl · **Mon Feb 17, 2003 3:43 pm**

Exactly...

Captian_Janeway · **Mon Feb 24, 2003 12:02 pm**

"Yes, and I think we have something to talk about." Chakotay annouced.
"Okay, what is it?" My aunt asked, as B'Elanna the last to arrive, entered and shot me a fearful glance.
"Dammit." She muttered.
"Not what, but who. Cassandra, she's still here."
"Chakotay, I've had a hard time with her passing as well, but I'm not in denial, maybe you should talk to somebody." My aunt expained.
"And they told me I'm a bitch." I said, and B'Elanna smothered a giggle.
"Lt, what is so funny?" My aunt said, and leaned over towards B'Elanna.
"The fact that you're the only non-believer in this room. And the only bitch who doesn't believe." I said in a sarcastic voice, and B'Elanna's eyes widened.
"Commander! Please...just stop." B'Elanna pleaded.
"Tell them what you see Lt." I ordered.
"B'Elanna? What's wrong?" Tom asked.
"Come on B'Elanna tell'em all what you see." I said.
"No." B'Elanna whispered.
"Do it dammit!" I screamed.
"NO! How in the hell do you think I feel! WHY ME?!" B'Elanna said, and buried her face in her hands.
"I was just wondering..." Tom muttered, and B'Elanna looked at him, tears streaming down her cheeks.
"Yesterday I saw Cassandra on the bridge. I went to Sickbay, and took every damn thing to make hallucinations go away. But I still see her, and I just want it to stop..." B'Elanna trailed off.
"How do you think I feel?" I asked, and B'Elanna looked at me.
"You can be with the man you love whenever you want to, but I can't even kiss his lips." I said, and reached out to touch Chakotay's face, but my hand didn't go through, and he felt my soft touch.
"Huh?" He said, and looked around.
"Chakotay?" My aunt asked.
"For a moment there I thought...it's not important." He said hastily.
"B'Elanna do me a favor?" I asked.
"What Cassandra?" She asked.
"Take off your combadge and place it on the center of the table."
"What? Why?" She asked.
"That's an order Lt." I said, in a cynical voice.
B'Elanna nodded and did what I asked of her.
"Cassandra is going to try and move that." B'Elanna explained.
I reached over, and tried to move it, but my hand went right through.
"Awww...some of you don't believe." B'Elanna joked.

I'll be back!

Voy_Girl · **Mon Feb 24, 2003 3:18 pm**

Nice! How's it going with your story about Taya?

Captian_Janeway · **Tue Feb 25, 2003 12:02 pm**

My story with Taya is coming along. I'm getting my professer to proofread it before it gets posted. I've already been talking about a possible career is writing if the story is any good. My professer knows a guy whos knows a good publisher & he's taken intrest in my work!! Now to the story...

"Try again Cassandra." Chakotay encouraged.
"Okay, okay." I muttered.
"This is absolutely pointless..." My aunt muttered, and faced the window.
"Pointless eh? I'll show you." I said, and focused on my anger.
I took one powerful sweep of my hand, sent the combadge flying, and hit my aunt in the back.
"Commander, who did that?" My aunt asked.
"i'd tell you but you'd only think I'm in denial." Chakotay said, with a hint of hurt feelings.

More 2 come.

Voy_Girl · **Tue Feb 25, 2003 3:35 pm**

Lxe · **Wed Feb 26, 2003 5:39 am**

your a great writer Captain_Janeway I'm sure you'll get your stories published.
I love the story it's great.

Captian_Janeway · **Wed Feb 26, 2003 10:51 am**

"If she really is here what can we do about it?" My aunt asked.
"Chakotay knows." I said to B'Elanna.
"Chakotay, do you know a way?" B'Elanna asked.
"Yes B'Elanna, I do." Chakotay replied, in that damned soft voice of his.
"What? Care to explain Commander?" The Captain said.
"First let me tell how I found out."
"Okay Chakotay, go right ahead." My aunt said, granting him permission.

"I just finished my duty shift, and went to Cassandra's quarter's. This was when she was in a coma. she had told Harry some sort of poem, a riddle of you will, and I went to check it out. I entered her quarters, and went to her bed. She had mentioned waking up and seeing the stars, and I thought the answer might be there. I went and shifted through the blankets and everything, and then picked up her extra pillow. This pillow had a certian hardness that intrigued me, and sure as hell when I opened it there was a metal box inside. I then proceeded to open the box, and inside of the box was a long needle and instructions to bring her back if anything happened to her. But she wouldn't come back as Cassandra Janewaym she would live and breath for the rest of her life as the woman I will continue to love untill the day I die." Chakotay explained.

Gotta go!

Seven of Nine · **Wed Feb 26, 2003 11:54 am**

Brilliant!

Keep going!

Voy_Girl · **Wed Feb 26, 2003 3:32 pm**

Interesting!

Captian_Janeway · **Tue Mar 04, 2003 1:00 pm**

"Terrianna?" B'Elanna asked, a certain softness in her face.
"Yes B'Elanna, Terrianna." Chakotay replied.
"Then I really am failing to see the point, we were looking to bring Cassandra back, not some Maquis infiltraitor." My aunt said.
"You don't understand Captain, and you probably never will." Chakotay said, a faraway look in his ebony eyes.
"Where are you Chakotay?" Tom asked.
"I'm with her Tom, we're talking about the future, our future, the future of the Maquis, and when I mention those pig-headed Starfleet Captains she softens, and then is herself once more." Chakotay expalined.
"But she never was herself. She was a traitor!" Janeway said to her senior staff.
"Captain, I'm willing to bet, even though they know she's a traitor, the Maquis of your crew would do anything to get her back." B'Elanna said, her cheeks red from crying.
"She's not Terrianna, she's Cassandra, a Starfleet Commander! She betrayed the Maquis! Told them your secrets for Chirst sakes! And after all that you'd have her back?" My aunt said.
"Wow, then you truly don't know anything about her time in the maquis. She gave Starfleet bits and pieces, nothing to bring us down. Why do you think they pulled her so soon? She was...I was...in on it, sorta. She leaked information about Starfleet and the Federation."

Gotta leave, bye!

Voy_Girl · **Tue Mar 04, 2003 2:11 pm**

Pls post another bit as soon as you can...

Lxe · **Tue Mar 11, 2003 6:37 am**

this is a great story keep writing

tom_88_2 · **Sat Mar 15, 2003 1:05 pm**

This is great

Captian_Janeway · **Mon Mar 17, 2003 11:55 am**

"I don't believe it. Cassandra's alot of things, but not a traitor." Janeway replied.
"She was willing to do it to the Maquis, so why put it past her?" Chakotay argued back.
"What after we bring her back? Will the divide between Starfleet and maquis on this ship be visible? Will she implore a thrist for vengence against Starfleet? Terrianna is to unpredictable, I view her as a threat." Janeway said, and her voice said to her staff no arguements were to be made.
"Captain, with all respect you don't know her! You can't just dismiss her as a threat until you've been in her presence, untill you've heard her speak strongly of peace and unity for the Maquis and the Federation." B'Elanna said, determination in her Klingon voice.
"Sure. Okay. Whatever. Will give it a try, but if she once is a threat she is to be imediatly detained, no questions." Janeway finally said.

More to come.

Lxe · **Mon Mar 17, 2003 1:10 pm**

wasn't it terrianna that chakotay was in love with??

Voy_Girl · **Mon Mar 17, 2003 3:05 pm**

Good chap

Captian_Janeway · **Wed Mar 19, 2003 12:02 pm**

"Captain, Terriana's alot of things. But she risked everything, including her life, for love." Chakotay said, and there was a loving tone in his voice that Janeway could only admire.
"I do believe you have a point Chakotay, and by your faith in her I have come to make the choice to bring her back," Janeway expalined, "but, do you believe you can shape her into the Commanding Officer she is?"
"Captain, may I speak?" Tuvok spoke up.
"Go ahead."
"While I was in the Maquis this Terrianna had great reverence, and not one maquis could say she was a terrible person. Even Seska respected her."
"Thank-you Mr. Tuvok, so, Chakotay...when can we proceed with the procedure?"
"Now would be best Captain. We've already waited too long. I do believe the longer we wait the less chance we have of getting her back."

Later!