Window to the Mind (Series 1)

Ziona · **Sat Dec 21, 2002 11:20 pm Window to the Mind (Series 1)**

Falling

You know what it's like,
Falling from the heavens.
Ten story fall and still it goes.
And I'm falling, falling and dying.

And there isn't a thing I can do.
Cause I don't have the will.
I don't wanna stop the descent,
Cause it's gonna end my pain.

And the pain I feel is killing me.
So what's the difference?
Death by pain or death by falling?
I'm falling either way and it doesn't matter.

I'm falling hard and I can't stop it.
I'm falling hard and I can't stop the descent.
I'm falling hard and I can't stop the rush.
I'm falling, falling, falling, and it's gonna end.

Maybe I caused the decent,
Cause I don't have the will.
The will to live is dead.
And I'm going with it.

I don't care cause everyone's left.
I'm all alone and there's no one here.
The room's empty and the halls are dark.
Dark is the way that things are gonna end.

I'll die alone, alone in my misery.
I'm dying alone with no one there.
No one will comfort me cause they all left.
The room is empty, darkness has settled.

14-November-2002

Voy_Girl · **Sun Dec 22, 2002 8:02 am**

Great!!

Ziona · **Thu Dec 26, 2002 6:55 pm**

Held Inside

What you mean to me is more than I can bear,
Cause I'm keeping things inside me and I'm not sure why.
I'm held in this corner and I can't get away,
Cause I want to tell you but i can't find words.

I'm held down and I'm crying,
Cause I can't reveal a thing.
I'm locked in my corner,
And I can't say a word.

I want to tell you,
I want you to know.
But the words are held,
And I can't set them free.

You see me as strange,
A mental case stalker.
Cause the gleam in my eyes,
Won't let you be free.

But you don't know my dilemma,
Cause I can't let you know.
I want to say more but I can't,
Cause the world's against me.

The words I keep inside are not popular opinion.
They're against all that's right and moral.
But I can't keep them inside for much longer,
Cause they're words that I've held inside for so long.

~Date Unknown

Jeff Miller · **Thu Dec 26, 2002 7:51 pm**

Very good keep it up

Ziona · **Thu Dec 26, 2002 7:52 pm**

Thanks Jeff

Jeff Miller · **Thu Dec 26, 2002 8:03 pm**

no problem you know I don't give out complements lol

Ziona · **Thu Dec 26, 2002 8:08 pm**

lol... i'm just trying to get some of my dark stuff up online.

Voy_Girl · **Fri Dec 27, 2002 8:25 am**

They're good!!

Ziona · **Sat Dec 28, 2002 5:21 pm**

BLAMED

We're blamed for some reason.
We're blamed for their problems.
We're blamed for the violence.
We're blamed for the world's problems.

But we're only this young,
New to this world.
And you blame us for everything?
Something just isn't right.

We're new to this world,
Yet we're the world's problem.
We're young in this world,
Yet we caused all this pain.

What music do they listen to?
What movies do they watch?
What TV shows to they see?
What does it matter?

It's not like we're the only ones being stupid.
It's not like we're the only ones shooting people.
It's not like we're the only problem children.
I take that back, problem people.

So don't blame us for everything.
Don't blame us for your problems.
We're not the only ones demented,
Our minds aren't always twisted.

We don't all want to shoot up schools.
We don't all want to shoplift and steal.
So look past our age and see us,
The youth of the world and the future.

12-December-2002

harry_kim · Captain Joined: 10 Dec 2002 Posts: 665 Location: Voyager

I like them...

Voy_Girl · **Sun Dec 29, 2002 1:34 pm**

The last one was very gripping...

Ziona · **Sun Dec 29, 2002 3:04 pm**

Oh... thanks:)

Voy_Girl · **Sun Dec 29, 2002 4:52 pm**

No problem..... It is!

Josi Rockholt · **Sat Jan 04, 2003 1:09 pm**

There very good. Keep it up, Zi.

Ziona · **Sat Jan 04, 2003 9:56 pm**

DEAR X

I'm sorry for the pain I've caused.
The worry I've put in your mind,
Like a seed, growing larger,
Taking seed in your dreams.

I never meant to hurt you.
I never meant to make you cry.
Cause I never mean pain,
No matter what you think.

I never mean to make you hurt,
I never mean to make you cry,
And most of all I want you to know...
I never meant to leave.

Forgive my trespasses against you.
I didn't mean to break any rules.
It just sort of happened.
Like something snapped in my mind.

And I did what came to my mind.
And it was wrong and I'm sorry.
I apologize for everything I've killed.
And I wish I could take it back...

Innocent lives were lost.
And it was all cause of my mind.
Not my music, not TV...
Just me and my own thoughts.

10-December-2002

Voy_Girl · **Sun Jan 05, 2003 1:03 pm**

That's great!

Ziona · **Sat Jan 11, 2003 6:28 pm**

PENDULUM OF FATE

Strange it seems,
How things seem to fall into place.
Strange it seems,
How things crumble so easily.

Someone must have upset the Pendulum of Fate,
For now it swings crookedly, toppling everything.
Our lives hang in the delicate balance.
Our lives upset by the inconsistency.

Strange it seems,
How some things die.
Strange is seems,
How some things live.

Those who should die,
Live forever in bliss.
Those who should live,
Die and wither away.

The Pendulum is swinging,
And the pattern seems all wrong.
A delicate balance,
Between life and death.

Strange it seems,
To think of life this way.
Strange it seems,
To understand death.

Yet death is life,
And life is death,
And I understand death,
More than I probably should.

Date Unknown

Voy_Girl · **Sun Jan 12, 2003 2:23 pm**

That's wonderful!

Ziona · **Wed Jan 15, 2003 7:56 pm**

My friends liked that one so I posted it.

Voy_Girl · **Thu Jan 16, 2003 3:02 pm**

It's deep!

Ziona · **Thu Jan 16, 2003 9:17 pm**

Time Past

I see the minutes tick away,
Each one of them a time in my life.
I'm losing time and I'm losing it fast.
Each day past brings me closer to the end.

It's frightening knowing that I'm closer,
Closer to the end... closer to the edge.
And I'm taking a step farther...
Pushing my luck... pushing the edge.

I've seen that edge and I've looked down,
Years of work and sacrifice right there,
Right before my eyes and I could...
I could end it all then... just push myself over.

The edge is closer and I'm losing time.
Time passed me by... Time's passing me by.
And I'm standing still... standing on the edge,
And I'm looking down... looking down on life.

16-January-2003

*spur of the moment. I just wrote that right now*

janewaykat · **Thu Jan 16, 2003 9:40 pm**

^its very good

Ziona · **Thu Jan 16, 2003 9:45 pm**

Thanks

Voy_Girl · **Fri Jan 17, 2003 4:02 pm**

It is very good...

Seven of Nine · **Fri Jan 17, 2003 4:55 pm**

It's beautiful!