Starbuck (used to be 4evajaneway)

Superman · Fleet Admiral Joined: 06 Dec 2003 Posts: 10220

Hey, Starbuck, how are you?

Starbuck · **Wed Aug 10, 2005 8:17 pm**

Tired. Very, very tired.

you?

Superman · Fleet Admiral Joined: 06 Dec 2003 Posts: 10220

The same. But hanging on in there...

Any plans? The weekend is near...

Starbuck · **Wed Aug 10, 2005 8:21 pm**

I'm supposed to go to Georgia for a week, but I don't know when.

You?

Superman · Fleet Admiral Joined: 06 Dec 2003 Posts: 10220

Off on a break on Friday. Just going down to the south coast to catch some sun and sea. Will be back on Monday.

Are you a sun and sea type of person?

Starbuck · **Thu Aug 11, 2005 12:37 pm**

sea yes, sun no. I despise the sun, except for when I'm trying to tan, and then the second my hour is up I despise the sun again.

Starbuck · **Wed Sep 07, 2005 5:11 pm**

You must forgive me for this post if it offends you, but I don't like what I see, and I'm not going to stand by like ever other person. I'm going to say what I say, and there isn't a damned thing any of you can do about it. I'm sorry if anything I have to say offends you, truly, that is not my intention, but what needs to be said needs to be said, and I'm not going to let the fact that it might offend someone I don't even know stop me from saying it. You're welcome to comment on it if you feel so inclined, but I would ask that if all you have to say is hateful things, that you keep them to yourself.

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I feel such anger and resnet towards my generation, and my age. I am fifteen, yet I am not your typical fifteen year old girl who sits on the phone and internet all damn day long doing nothing but feeling sorry for myself. I am a person, I know what its like to have to get a job or two to support your family, I know what most things feel like, although I do not claim to be all knowledgable on the subject. My age is the stopping point for most people, and even people who've just met me for the first time and find out I'm fifteen don't take me seriously, and I hate that. Age is a number, not a determining factor. People don't look at me, they look at my age. I am so much different, for lack of a better word, than any other teenage girl, partially because every one is different, and partially because things have happened that have sculpted who I am. I have an incredibly deep interest in WWII, not just Nazi Germany, but no one looks at the whole interest, just the fact that I'm inspire and feel a deep, personal connect with a man who died in 1987. I won't tell you who he is, partially because that would take something away from it, and partially because your first impulse would be to hate him. (Rudolf Hess?)

I do not believe in God. I've seen too much happen in my short time on this earth of only fifteen years to have any sizeable ammout of faith in that man. If God truly loved us, any of us, we wouldn't have free will, and he would cuddle us like children our entire lives. Peoples first question when they hear that I don't believe in God is "why do you capitalize his name if you don't believe in him?". The answer to that is out of sheer respect for others. I may not believe in him, but out of respect for those who do, I'll show respect for him.

I hate America. Actually, scratch that. America is a gorgeous place that I hope everyone will get to see in their life time. The only problem with America is the people who populate it. I always knew the American government wasn't worth a damn thing. I always knew they would abandon and let down their citizens abroad, such as those fighting a war, but I never in my life would have dreamed that the American government would sink so low as to abandon the people actually living on American soil. If you don't think we let down or abandoned the people in New Orleans, then I suggest you take a look at http://www.bushflash.com/wmf/meet-the-press-broussard.wmv . It may be from an "evil liberal media site" but that is a clip that aired on national television. And if that doesn't make you cry and question your government. You are an inhumane monster. Not only that, but I no longer have any respect for you. If that didn't rip your heart to pieces, you have no right to call yourself a humane individual. You are now a cold, heartless common member of American society. I watched it almost an hour ago and I'm still crying. How can you watch that and have any respect for your government?

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again, I didn't mean to offend anyone.

Thomas · **Wed Sep 07, 2005 5:15 pm**

Thought you were 16?

Starbuck · **Wed Sep 07, 2005 5:16 pm**

aaaaaaaalmost 16. I used to tell people that I was older, because 16 is a more respectable age.

Thomas · **Wed Sep 07, 2005 5:17 pm**

Noz. Because you were 3 months younger than me, to the day.

?

Tsss, editor you. Mmmmhmm.

Starbuck · **Wed Sep 07, 2005 5:19 pm**

I'm a year and three months younger than you to the day.

Thomas · **Wed Sep 07, 2005 5:20 pm**

And next year, will it become two years and three months, to the day?

Starbuck · **Wed Sep 07, 2005 5:22 pm**

No.... would you like me to scan my drivers licence for you once I get it in January?

Thomas · **Wed Sep 07, 2005 5:23 pm**

Yes, that would give you soooome credibility, I guess.

Starbuck · **Wed Sep 07, 2005 5:25 pm**

I don't care about my credibility. Im a human like any other. I make my mistakes, I hide behind my intricate web of lies. A man by the name of Oscar Wilde once said "Man is least himself when he talks in his own person. Give him a mask, and he will tell you the truth."

Thomas · **Wed Sep 07, 2005 5:26 pm**

I saw his grave. Lots of kisses on it.

Starbuck · **Wed Sep 07, 2005 5:28 pm**

I get the feeling that you didn't even read the whole thing. Its not about me, its about the bigger picture.

Thomas · **Wed Sep 07, 2005 5:32 pm**

Gosh, I did. I wouldn't have commented at all if I hadn't noticed the lie, though. Sorryz.

Theresa · **Wed Sep 07, 2005 5:39 pm**

My permit had my birthdate on it. Yours doesn't?

Starbuck · **Wed Sep 07, 2005 7:52 pm**

No............. It has my name, address, and SSN.

Theresa · **Wed Sep 28, 2005 7:21 pm**

Yeah, being ignorant to users in their own TIMs? Not cool.

(There isn't a steady mod in TIM, or this would have been noticed earlier)

Topic locked for a week.

Leo Wyatt · **Tue Dec 27, 2005 5:36 pm**

Hi ! How is it going?

Starbuck · **Tue Dec 27, 2005 10:29 pm**

pretty good, pretty good. hows about you?

Leo Wyatt · **Wed Dec 28, 2005 6:02 am**

I am doing ok. Just trying to find something to do online.

Starbuck · **Wed Dec 28, 2005 8:40 am**

I have that problem ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL the time. Once I'm done replying on STV I"m just like *blaghhaejelhjtiosjflkejfosj* so yeah. I usually hit livejournal and myspace. Then I just sort of stare at the screen. Its lotsssssssss of fun. lol