Letter. (Really it is)

[AndrewBullock]

Friend,



Forgive me for causing you so much pain. You may think of me as a sad, torn, and broken soul, but deep down inside me lyes the true me. He is something better and you may have met 'em. I began to change into something unspeakable. Change was in the air, but it was for the worst. I blame my self for everything the world does because I wanted so much to change them and to change my self.


As much as I need your guidence, friendship and love as I once gave you a while ago, I know that i've exausted every chance to get that back from you. I don't blame you or any one else for my faults. So I ask that you not to forgive me, but only forget me.


For a child of darkness full of lies, wonder, and pain stares you in the face knowing you were it's only hope. You began to get distraught by all my words and soon lead you to chaos. Deep down I was unloved, and meaningless to you when you met the world to me. Was it a mistake or is God angry at me?



"And lie to me... convience me that i've been sick forever.. and all of this will make since when I get back.." -Evanescence 'Missing'


Things are hard in life, but the become easier with friends beside you.. Now they are gone.. For you were my God, faith, and strangth. Now all is deprived.


~Andrew




This is really unorthadox to some of you, i'm sure. It's just something I decided to give a try. Never had an idea to put a letter up on the STV fan fic section