A Few Of My Poems

janeway9 · **Wed Jan 21, 2004 3:40 pm A Few Of My Poems**

Well I guess I can post some of mine here and see what yall think of them. They are somewhat personal in meaning keep in mind, connected to my feelings and emotions. Nearly all of them I post have been published by Poetry.com and Noble House Publishing. They all are copyrighted for some people who steal..don't you hate those.

Life's Little Promises

This life has given you everything.
It�s given me nothing.
Who did I betray? Was it you...
If I could change I would.
I�d take back everything I ever said.
Wasted all my life on others.
Never caring for myself.
What kind of life is this I am forced to live?
Wish you knew how I felt.
I never do anything right. I only Fail.
Everyone hates me.
Although they try to pretend...
I can still see it in their eyes.
I know you use to care, but now...
I�m not so sure.
What happened to all you promised?
Thrown from your heart just like me.

janeway9 · **Wed Jan 21, 2004 3:42 pm**

Do you Remeber?

Do you remember me? I was the one who set in the back and never spoke.
Do you know me? I was the one who pretended to be anyone but me.
Do you think of me? How about the times you picked and called me names?

Do you remember me? I was the skinny, short girl who never did fit in.
Do you know me? I was the one you always called weird and strange.
Do you think of me? Trust me if you don't now you will, maybe not today but soon.
I remember you!

janeway9 · **Wed Jan 21, 2004 3:43 pm**

Feel Nothing

Pain is in here, I don�t know why.
Nothing seems right
I�ll never have any peace inside
Everyone goes by without a smile
Mine is hidden somewhere that I can�t find
Maybe its my time
Don�t know why, but I just keep lying, to you and to me
I have tired to live and tried to die
Nether seems right
I have no place to hide
Nothing is left inside
When will find what I need to survive
How can I live when I�m dieing as each day passes by

If you want to see more just say so and I will post more and more and more and well you get the point.

Captain Dappet · **Thu Jan 22, 2004 1:35 pm**

Very good.

Post more!

janeway9 · **Thu Jan 22, 2004 10:48 pm**

Letting Go

Just starring out the window, wondering what your doing now.
Always thinking of who your with now that your not with me.
To you, I no longer exist.
I�m just one in your past of many that go forgotten.
Never really knowing if our love was ever real.
I run to be with you but you turn the other way.
Maybe I should just run away.
I would�ve given you all of my heart, but you�ve torn it apart.
Never will I love anyone the way I loved you.
You�ve killed the feeling deep within me.
That feeling which was so true to you.

Dated: 12/20/03

janeway9 · **Thu Jan 22, 2004 10:54 pm**

To You

In my mind I see my life, destroyed and broken
In my heart, forever hurting, I see pain, powerful and numbing
Through my eyes I see a world full of hope and also hate
Through my ears I hear the words that put me down further in the void that�s always growing inside of me
Through your love I know I have a chance, I know I will make it through another day
In your eyes I see what I will never have
With your touch I feel safe, I know no one can ever get to me when I�m with you
You see right through my smile, which hides my pain
Your not the one that should ever take the blame
You saw the good in me when there was none left
You believed in me when no one would
I owe so much to you, I�ll forever be in debt

Cathexis · **Sun Jan 25, 2004 12:10 am**

Fran, my dear, how do you do it?
How have you struggled to manage through it?

Fran, my friend, you are quite brave,
But this worry will send you to an early grave.

Fran, my dear, please do not fret,
Not that I'm insinuating that you forget.

Fran, my friend, I'm always here,
When you're in need of hope or cheer.

Fran, remember, you have friends,
We'll be here until the very end.

Your Friend

Katharine King

janeway9 · **Fri Feb 27, 2004 12:22 am**

�No more�

The abuse is over, no more will I take
No one can hurt me now, I so far away
I�m alone in this place
Alone, it seems, I�ll stay
Death would be a blessing
To die is my only escape
Scars may fade, but memories remain
Screams of pain fill the air
No one seems to care
Trapped in the dark
Never a sign of light
Never again will you hurt me
No longer must I fight

Dated: 02-12-04

"UnTitled"

Fear runs my life.
I have no control.
It runs through my body like a poison.
Turns my soul black and my heart cold.
So freakin� confused I don�t know the difference between wrong and right.
Everyone sees me as I once was.
An innocent child with no dreams, no friends, and no life.
My dreams crushed by my pain, childhood stolen, and my friend all led me astray.
No one wants to stay, no one will help me.
No way to save me.
Lost all faith in everything.

10/09/03